The Irony of Salvation

Once you know there was never, never an honest word.

2009-03-05T09:59:57Z

*clears throat*

＼（－－）／マイッタ

I've been deliberating my brains over this decision. The thing is that, I'm closing my journal. God knows why and what's my next act will be. Thanks a lot for your time. I really had fun. XD

THIS JOURNAL IS CLOSE.

Note to self: "They say that imitation is the sincerest form of flattery.
I say this is some grade A bullshit. "

Oh yes it is.
That's it.
I'm leaving.

(*´ο`*)=3 はふぅん

I don't have a death wish but...

2009-02-24T12:18:26Z

So here I go again~nailing myself away from the world. We'll, I've been busy (like I always am) with a lot of things.
Then again, I couldn't get enough sleep and I have to drag myself to school everyday. I'm used to all of this anyway, it's already like a habit. *shrugs*
I don't really know why I'm trying so hard when I don't even know what to do.
Oh well, enough of those disturbing thoughts.

I'm into a lot of stuff lately. Martial Arts, Mafia, Watercolor. X3
We'll at least I see a lot of improvement with my skills, just don't mind my attitude. Honestly, my friends insist on shutting up my mouth rather than letting me do the talk. Sorry for the trouble guys. I feel kinda weird these days and I'm easily irritated with people. Plus those damn attention whores,endlessly spamming my inbox. We'll, they can't blame me if I ditch my phone.
My dad gave an HP mininote. He's like, "Here, use it." and I was like "I don't need computers. I want TONFUS." then there was silence.
*facepalm*
I SRSLY WANT TONFUS!!!
Tell me where can I get one. ^^

Oh fudge~
I'm not finish with my Romantic Art paintings, so gotta scram nao.
Ja~

Note to self: Resolve has nothing to do with determination- It's all about being pissed off.

Writer's Block: Half a Glass

2009-02-09T10:57:34Z

Do you consider yourself an optimist, a pessimist, or a realist?

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A realist.
I don't really look at the glass half empty or half full.
I see exactly what's in the glass. XD

Fudge~
Btw, I feel like crap these days. Really.
Fuck. Why am I so useless?!
I hate myself so much, might as well swallow a knife.

*bites the dust*

Writer's Block: Found Objects

2009-01-28T10:37:00Z

As the old saying goes, one person's trash is another person's treasure. What's the best thing—chairs, roller skates, old electronics—you've ever found that someone else had thrown away?

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We'll, I'm not the Reduce-Re-use-Recycle type, but I don't neglect things which I think, will be useful for me one of these days. As I said, I always had a thing for abandoned objects. LOL. I just...keep them. xD
We'll, srsly, I found something very special that was err...not really thrown away... I think Neglected is the right word. It's not a thing... He's a person and he's out of the ordinary. *sticks out tongue*

P:

OMFG. It's Lloyd's pewpew lazers!!! (A)

2009-01-22T12:01:45Z

*sighs*

I am supposed to do make a business analysis for an electric company for my advertising project, but here I am...lurking.
I need something to inspire me.
Blarg~
I don't even know where the hell should I start. *facepalm*

Note to self: Don't get carried away with your daydreams about someone you just know by name and by face. It's too risky. P;

And try to check this out!!!
Since I'm a twilight hater know, I really don't mind. (;____;)

I wish I have enough photoshop skills to place Tora's face on Rpattz. Mou~ I hate Edward. TT_TT

*gets shot*

XXDDDD

There are those sounds that make you want to punch a baby.

2009-01-08T12:05:29Z

I got home early and I've finished my perspective 2 hours before the time.
A really HUGE improvement. XD
Oh well.
I've been watching a jdorama lately, *asdfghjklsetokouji* DDDDXXX
But the girl's so...ugghhh. I don't know how to put in into words, she just freaks the hell out of me. I don't get her. She's too naive I guess. Whatever.
Today's a very chaotic day. Really.

This morning, our PE teacher got so mad, she wanted to rip our heads off. LOL.
Srsly. She's has an issue with our ATTITUDE. She was like SHAME ON YOU, FINE ARTS PEOPLE. YOU'RE A DISGRACE TO ART. YOU CALL YOURSELVES ARTIST AND YET YOUR DANCE INTERPRETATION SUCKS. LOL. We'll, that's not what she said of course, her speech was a little considerate, but it doesn't change the fact that she's srsly disappointed. It's not all our fault and we can't blame her for expecting something from us. Haha!
I mean, she wants us to live up to her expectations because for her, FINE ARTS people are ARTISTS and they should know the ART of dancing. LOLOL. I really feel awful.
Well, she thinks that we're too lazy to practice folk dance 'cause all we ever do is draw. *A*
What she doesn't know is that, we're frying our brains almost everyday for fresh ideas and that is something that needs a lot of time, effort, patience and food. Haha!
Plus, PE class at 7:30 in the MORNING is totally not our taste.
Okay ma'am, since you're already 64 and still teaching PE, we'll manage to get along with you somehow. *shrugs*

DDDDXXXXXX

Pasta Obsession.

2009-01-06T08:45:13Z

Guess what? One of our major subjects gave us a homework for the holidays and that is to make a free-standing sculpture out of PASTA. LOL.
It was so crazy since I only have 3 days to make it, plus I also have troublesome homeworks for my other subjects.
Still, I made it in time. Whew. A really huge relief.

So, Imma show you what it looks like...

This one's my work. It's the Torii and it's sooo crappy. Ugghhh.

This is haffifit 's work. It's really kewl.

Send my love to the dance floor.

2009-01-03T00:44:04Z

So, I'm starting to work on my homework now. My foot's still swelling but I could deal with it.
It's really cold here. It think there's a typhoon. *shudders*
I've been neglecting my stories too, so I think it's about time to take care of it.
I'll be collaborating with my malaysian friend for a manga. Haha!
We''ll, who knows?

And look what my brother got me.

I'm okay with kris_aiba . I knew she's my best friend. Lawl.

maikaluvshou , I hope you're okay dear. :3

Big words for being such a bad mess...

2009-01-02T01:31:25Z

How was your New Year guys?

As for me, there wasn't any difference between Christmas/New Year and ordinary days.
Except for Fireworks and presents. XXDDD
Speaking of presents, haffifit gave me an awesome one. It's personalized so it's unique. Thanks a lot dude. *huggles*
You should expect something from me too. *grins*

Well, I wasn't around until yesterday.
I went to my parent's hometown for vacation.
It's kinda funny 'cause we were supposed to be having fun but I'm definitely not enjoying it.
The most brutal thing is that , my camera got submerged in the ocean. Well, not the sea. It's srsly the ocean. Fudge~
Note to self: Water Rafting is troublesome. Sail Boating is more troublesome. Raiding the Sunken Cemetery barefooted is a catastrophe
(Srsly. I cut my right foot.) LOL

So, I am hoping that 2009 will have a lot of things in store for me.
Like a Nikon D90 or a Canon D50. I have to get my dirtbike fixed 'cause there's really something wrong with the wheels. *shrugs*
Well, if I can get my passport, maybe I'll visit Hongkong. Srsly. That's just too good to happen.
My dad promised me an ipod nano and a laptop, but he's kinda drunk that time so I think he's probably just joking.
I can play Bella's Lullaby on piano too, it's not that hard. But gawd, oh gawd... I am procrastinating my homework. Geebus. Help.

I'm excited for a lot of things.
The PSC Concert, Beatrocklove, Vandalize, Kanon Wakeshima's first album...

So, for my New Year's resolution?
LIVE.
As simple as that. XP

So, that's it.
I'm pretty lethargic these days, should I blame it on caffeine?

Btw, who among you guys has an ameblog account?

I always had a thing for abandoned objects.

2008-12-20T10:31:09Z

You were mine once.

2008-12-16T10:02:30Z

ZOMG. What a mess. So, I'm sorta okay now and we're in good terms with the president but I still hate her. As usual, I'd tell her off. Haha! Stupid first year psych student. We'll, until now, I still can't get over the fact that overlooked this year's awesome event. Gawd, I am depressed. Shuddup you! LOL. Whatever. Next year, me and abelblood decided to have a group "cospray" or crossdress rather, who knows? Haha!

This will me my last post for this year. Merry Christmas in advance lubhs. XD

I was supposed to post piccus but duh...

I HATE YOU LJ-CUT!!!

*sulks*

spend my lifetime gettin' high

2008-12-12T10:04:50Z

It's kinda funny actually. I fought with the president of our so-called otaku org.
I can't help it. She's the cocky type you know. She wants to kick me out of that party just because I say the F-word a lot.
She's like, "It's in the rules!!!" and you know what? I'm a noob, I just joined yesterday and the old members welcomed me and instead of telling me the rules they assaulted me with questions esp. asking my NASL, whatever that means. Crap. Are they even serious??? LOL.
So, I confronted her like, "Really?!? What's wrong with saying the F-word??? Like I'd take from someone who still watches Fushigi Yuugi. A super ghei anime full of F-scenes. Dude, it's 2008! That show died centuries ago! I mean, who do you watch that with, the aegeans???"
LOL. So, I pressed the right button and shut her up, but that doesn't end there. She asked her girlfriends for back-up. LMAO.
Coward.

I'll go see her tomorrow. I wonder what's gonna happen. LOL.

Keep it Simple.

2008-12-11T13:59:35Z

*facepalm*

It's nothing serious.
I'm just emo today.

*sulks*

Standing at the steps with my heart in my hand.

2008-12-08T09:29:07Z

Meme 1:

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. +"...has come with justice for the world. WTF???" 2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What's there? + It's a wall. 5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? + 04:30 pm. =] 6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
+ A smashed door.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
+ A while ago. I played with my dogs.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
+ porn. lol. just joking. It's my phone. =]

9. What are you wearing?
+ Shorts and a UN shirt I received yesterday. =]

10. Did you dream last night?
+ Hmmm, I slept late but I still dreamt of something and all I can remember was Aoyagi Ruito being my classmate. LOL. We were super close. Haha!

11. When did you last laugh?
+ I always laugh. =]

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
+ Windows.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
+ Yup. It's super weird. A person's face is super weird!!!

14. What do you think of this quiz?
+ A past time?

15. What is the last film you saw?
+ Twilight. =]

16.If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
+ Alice Nine. Hahaha!!!

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
+ I'm your soulmate. LOL.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
+ I want the Philippines to be a magical country. LOL.

19. Do you like to dance?
+ Sometimes. :3

20. George Bush:
+ Is ghey.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
+ Nunally. Hahaha!!!

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
+ Kirill. =]

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
+ Sure, sure.

24. What do you want to say to God when you reach the pearly gates?
+ Hmmm. Hi! Long time no see!!! You missed me right? No need to be shy. I know you want me so badly. Hahahahaha!!! ♥

2# meme : A-Z meme

1. A is for age:
17 xD

2. B is for beer of choice:
+ Baileys?

3. C is for career right now:
+ Student.

4. D is for your dog's name?
+ Pochi.

5. E is for essential item you use everyday
+ Hmmm. Shampoo?

6. F is for favorite TV show at the moment:
+ None.

7. G is for favorite game:
+ World of Goo. =]

8. H is for Home town:
+ Hmmmmmm. Cagayan de Oro.

9. I is for instruments you play:
+ Piano, violin, guitar.

10. J is for favorite juice:
+ Carrot juice. Yum~

11. K is for whose butt you'd like to kick:
+ Paopao. =]

12. L is for last place you ate:
+ Mcdonalds. :3

13. M is for marriage:
+ LOL.

14. N is for your full name:
+ Miciel. LOL.

15. O is for overnight hospital stays:
+ I stayed in the hospital for a week 'cause I had a major operation. Well, that was 4 years ago. =]

16. P is for people you were with today:
+ Me, myself and I.

17. Q is for quote:
+ "if "happiness" has a form, what would it look like?
It might be something like glass...
Because no one doesn't notice it normally.
However, it is actually there.
As proof, if you change the angle you look at it,
The glass will reflect the light.
It will state its presence and existence more eloquently
than any other thing in this world." - Lelouch Lamperouge

18. R is for Biggest Regret:
+ I don't regret anything.

19. S is for status:
+ Married. LOL.

20. T is for time you woke up today:
+ 8 a.m

21. U is for underwear you have on now:
+ Hahahhaha!!! Boxers???

22. V is for vegetable you love:
+ Are potatoes counted as veggies?

23. W is for worst habit:
+ smoking. =]

24. X is for x-rays you've had:
+ Hmmm. I have x-rays of my pelvis and my lungs. =]

25. Y is for yummy food you ate today:
+ I haven't eaten since morning.

26. Z is for zodiac sign:
+ Cancer
.

Hello. Wow. I just updated but this is just short. I don't feel like rambling. Well, anyway massacred_doll tagged me a very long time ago. Haha! Mishu. ♥

My words would flow like honey

2008-10-29T05:55:26Z

Honestly, I am not in the mood for anything...at all. I'm just...emo. LOL. I got pissed this morning. I still have a problem of dealing with procrastinates and my short temper. ~(=^・・^) ヾ(^^ ) ヨシヨシ
It's a good thing I don't have lessons tomorrow. I don't feel like touching my violin. Hmmm...If I remembered it correctly, today's the release of Arisu's Concert Dvd or something. Dang. I want to have it so badly but I'm saving up for a Canon 50D which really cost a fortune. X3
Hahaha. enough of that emo stuff.

Well, today is my BFF's birthday. He's supposed to turn 20 today if he's still around... *sulks*
Okay, he passed away two years ago...stupid cancer. Tsk. Happy Birthday Jin. (*＾-＾*)

Wah!!! Perfume is a nice movie...

Hmmmm, I'll shut up now.

(´～`) むにゃむにゃ

I kissed a girl and I liked it...

2008-10-23T10:44:00Z

" The taste of her cherry chap stick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it..."

*grins*

Hmmm. I can't say that I'm in a good mood today. I"m just happy.
I PASSED THE FIRST SEMESTER!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
（￣ー￣）ニヤリ

Well, I was expecting to repeat one or two major subjects, but I guess I was just into negative thoughts.
It's really nice to be think negative sometimes. You'll end up surprised! o(>< )o ｏ( ><)oジタバタ

One more thing, I had my violin lesson today. Honestly, I was depressed. I kept thinking that I suck. I mean, I do screw up.
After three sessions of an utter catastrophe, don't expect me tp think positive with the next one.
But then again, I did great. ∑(O_O；)Shock！！Well, this was in my head for a long time so I asked my teacher whether or not, a cello is played the same way as a violin. Then he asked me if I wanted to play the cello. Well, of course I do! Cello is my first love. Seriously. I first played the piano, but I didn't payed attention to it like how I crave for the Cello. （￣へ￣）Then, he said that, since I have uhmm... significantly great fingers! *mwah*
It's an advantage if I am a cellist. So, he wondered why I chose the violin over the cello, well, the cello's really huge and it'll be troublesome to carry around, plus there aren't many cello teachers around. Too bad. But I promise. I'll learn how to play the cello! Just watch me! Mwahahaha! XP *huggles random stranger*
YATTA!!!

Last week,I started watching Kuroshitsuji. I need to watch another anime to get over CODE GEASS R2!!! I was upset with CG's ending. I couldn't get over for days!!! Oh well, back to Kuroshitsuji. XXDDD Now,now. The young master's name is CIEL PHANTOMHIVE and I was like, "WTF. CIEL??? That's me!!!" Nyahahahaha!!! I am assuming of course, but Ciel's my nickname, in case you don't know. (ﾟｰﾟ)(｡_｡)ｳﾝｳﾝ
Damn, the butler is hawt! Too bad, episode two's not out yet. （ToT）

I saw what???

2008-10-13T01:23:54Z

Oh well, last Thursday, me and my dear friend went to the mall even if it was raining. ~~duh who cares?~~

and we saw this.

.

nyahhahahah!!!

I am excited for the Twilight movie.

XD

So you think you're funny eh?

2008-10-02T06:14:04Z

I'm drained.I look wasted. I couldn't sleep for how many nights. My parents had a really serious argument and that they're planning a divorce. I mean, are they even serious? *sighs*
I also have to deal with someone who's seriously ticking me off. Does she have to leech everything from me? If she wants to play like L and Light or even Britannia vs. Lelouch. I'll give that to her. Oh fuck her. Seriously Fuck her! *sulks*

Damn P.E class. Stupid 10-minute warm-up exercises. Curse physical fitness exams.
grrr. Now I have to suffer extreme muscle pains and stomach cramps. *sighs*

Cine Europa was cool. That Italian Movie was good.

I updated today because I miss all my online buddies. Well, as usual I'm still busy.
I have to do these things for the finals week.
> Make a letter to a loved one for Filipino Class. (it has to be written on a scented paper.wtf)
> Practice Isometric and Ortographic drawing for Graphics class. O_O
> A research work on a particular product and make a story board on our very own TV Ad. (damn, why can't we just make a real TV Ad?!)
> Create a Byzantine Art Mosaic on a 9x12 illustration board for History Class.
> Make a "still life" on tactile texture for Design Class. It has to be on a 12x18 canvas. well, doing a still life is own idea though) :'(
> Write 25 inferences and 10 fallacies including their definition and examples for Logic class. (This is due on Friday) X((
> Review for our English Departmental Exams on Friday.

That doesn't end there. I extra activities too.
> Memorize Minuet 2 & 3, Happy Farmer and Gavotte for my violin lessons and so that I'll finish Book 1. Grrr.
> Plan for our Live band of sorts for October 13.
> Attend Photography Conventions.
> Watch Code Geass.
> Stalk Tora JR. LOL.

And before I forgot. I just want to share something I made last week.

^^

*smiles*

Constantly busy and hurried.

2008-09-16T10:34:54Z

Hi guys. I was really busy and I'll probably be busy again.
I just dropped by to check out LJ. I'm sorry if I didn't comment on your entries,
I just had a little time. I'll promise to do so next time. XD

*clears throat*

So, for the past few weeks, I was brooding over my midterm grades.
It wasn't awful, but there's one subject that's straining my brain.
It's our graphics class, and my grade was NC (no credit).
So I asked my professor the reason behind that, good thing she assured me that it wasn't the final grade 'cause she still haven't checked our last plate. *sighs*
That was a relief.

This Friday, we will have an Ad Congress and it's mandatory for us, advertising students.
It's really cool to join, but we'll have to pay a good amount of money. (again)
Oh well, our school's abusing!!! Fuck. Plus, I have to attend a friend's debut on Saturday and I still don't know what to wear. LOL.

Okay, I'm done. XD

Have a nice day guys.

♥

It's a holiday

2008-08-18T01:44:43Z

Today is a rest day for me, since I was roaming around the city the whole weekend.
This morning, I just got a news from my mom that my grandma's feeling better now and she might be discharged from the hospital one of these days.

^^

These are my assignments last week. It's not really a big deal, I just want to share it.

and this one's pretty awful.

Sumimasen!

2008-08-06T09:39:27Z

So, I'm here again.
Last week was a hell.
I suffered depression again.
Everything was not okay...it sucks.

Well, I think I just got over it today and I hope I'll be fine for the next few days.
I wanna read Breaking Dawn but my mom didn't allow me to go to the bookstore,

Oh well, now this is my Uru fanart.
I made it when I had too much time in my hands. :3
I was supposed to post this last week but I was too lazy.
So here it is...

Sorry if this thing ruins your friend's page, Lj cut doesn't work.

Suggestions, comments and violent reactions are always welcome. ^^

I'm scared

2008-07-27T22:26:35Z

My computer's starting to show signs of breaking down.
Well, I'm getting used to it, but it's really troublesome to rescue your files and install softwares again.
Oh my Lord, how many times does this have to happen until my dad finally realizes that he need to buy another one.
I mean, this computer's pretty old already! I was still nine years old when we bought this, and now I'm already sixteen. Every time I try to ask my dad to replace it he just replies "It still works so don't bother to buy a new one"... I think he's waiting to see the CPU blow up and burn the house. Maybe I can make that happen. XD
Evil me...

The Joy of Wash Day

2008-07-22T10:41:27Z

Well, it's nothing special. I just love wash days because I hate our uniform. You know, almost all of our pants ~~including guys pants~~ slides down every time we sit and if you don't exert an extra effort to pull your pants up, your ass's gonna show. LOL. Yeah, and we've accidentally seen lots of them. It's a damn serious business. Low waist pants that is. XD XD XD

And one more thing,during lunch, the table was a bit dirty, I asked my friend if she has a scratch paper, she nodded and wiped a piece of paper with Saga-sama's face, on the table. XD I was like, "OMFG, YOU JUST WIPED SAGA-SAMA'S FACE ON THE FILTHY TABLE!" and of course, I LOL'D. She just laughed along 'cause she doesn't know who the hell is SAGA-SAMA. %D

the usual

2008-07-13T11:46:07Z

Turning a year older doesn't change a bit about me.
Well, I just dyed my hair black again. :P
I probably got bored being brunette. *shrugs*

This time, instead of drawing Tora,
I ~~murdered~~ Saga's face. LOL.
They call this fanart
and it's legal okay!!!

It's not done yet, but I promise to show you when it's finished.

^^

college

2008-06-09T11:06:25Z

yes, tomorrow...finally.
It will be the start of classes.
I'm really freaking out here.
Scared and excited at the same time.

*sighs heavily*

goodbye summer...